“I felt like I’d murdered something beautiful”

Helena Price unfollowed everyone she was following online, and I’m very jealous. At first it was hard:

“I was really attached to the feeds I’d curated on Twitter, Tumblr and Instagram. With Twitter in particular — over the years I had slowly crafted a collection of creatives, techies, journalists and more, constantly pumping my feed with great content. I loved the community I had there. I felt like I stomped it all into the ground, and that sucked.”

But then…

“Within a week, the noise of a million links and avatars in my brain was gone, and I didn’t miss it. I felt like I could focus on one thing at a time and think complete thoughts. I could think clearly about my priorities and no longer felt like I was drowning in tasks and distractions.”

I’ve noticed that my ability to focus is worse than it has ever been, and I blame, in part, my addiction to information. Scanning hundreds of updates per day from several sources has made it hard to focus. Even reading a book is now labor-intensive.

I wish I had Helena’s bravery.

[Via Shawn Blanc]

All right, so what now?

41954d7def7899e613a74791a6a11563Welp, as of 5:00 PM Eastern today I’m officially unemployed. It’s going to be weird to wake up tomorrow and not assume my regular duties. Though, I must admit, I won’t miss digging myself out of a couple hundred PR emails. What am I going to do now?

Lots of things, and that’s exciting. I’m launching AppleWord.today with two other former TUAW editors: Steve Sande and Kelly Hodgkins. Expect lots of great content with a focus on how-to’s, reviews and informative/entertaining videos out the ying-yang.

I’ve got Board Games Weekly up and running (though it’s been neglected a bit). I want to start doing play-through videos there with my gaming group, but that will take time and money. I’m thinking of putting the show on Patreon.

Home Work is still up and running of course, and I’m having a good time with it. I’m still writing at Unclutterer, too.

As of this writing, two of those four projects are bringing in $0.00 (I’ll let you guess). That will change probably, but I won’t be earning the equivalent of my old salary for a while. As a result, I’ll be doing all sorts of stuff to keep my head above water and food on my family’s table. Several people have offered the opportunity for me to write freelance articles, and I’m going to take them up on that. I have a friend who’s a fisherman, and he’ll let me help sort mussels (I did it last summer, too. It’s hard work but strangely satisfying).

Things are kind of wide open right now and that’s exciting. I have the time and inclination to say “yes” to projects. It’s also scary, as I need to start earning money fast. But I’m choosing to be excited. If you’ve enjoyed my work so far, come along for the ride. 2015 should be interesting to say the least.

In honor of old friends

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First you freak the fuck out and then you realize it’s OK.

Then you freak out.

You’re sitting at your desk with your ergonomic keyboard and your Futurama action figures and that green tea you paid too much for because it had Japanese characters on the package and that means it’s VALID green tea, and then the bottom drops out. It’s like when you’re at dinner with your parents, your spouse and your kids, and your more-than-middle-aged dad announces, in between bites of Chicken Kiev, that the hemorrhoid cream he bought is JUST NOT WORKING.

In my case, “hemorrhoid cream” is my job and “JUST NOT WORKING” is I don’t have it anymore.

Remember when I stopped writing for 52T so I could concentrate on TUAW? LOL!

After a decade with TUAW, the fun has come to an end. Our parent company is shuttering the site as part of an internal reorganization. I’ll miss lots of things about my job — like it being a job that provides a paycheck — including the people.

My team at TUAW, present and past, consisted of true pros. I’m talking about people who are crazy smart, dedicated and fun. I’ll miss the frenzy of covering live Apple press events (we were a freaking MACHINE on those days), big events like Macworld Expo, riding the “the 1337 cab” around San Francisco (Doc, Brett and Kelly G. will remember that one), as well as the day-to-day posting, editing and shooting the shit in IRC. OLD SCHOOL BABY. A huge thank-you to all of you.

Thanks especially to Steve Sande (even though he never let me wear the Indiana Jones hat), Mike Rose (who put up with my horrific grammar and spelling for YEARS, and taught me how to write) and Vic Agreda, who made me a full-time employee. I’ve been with you three the longest. You poor bastards. Thanks to C.K. Sample III who hired me in the first place, and Scott McNulty whose editorial red pen has made me a better writer. Never start sentence with “so”!

This is the second time in six years that I’ve lost a job due to the decision of a parent company. That’s like winning the lottery in hell. The FREAKING OUT will continue, mostly because my bank refuses to accept tears and/or groveling as payment on my mortgage. But I’ll figure it out.

Oh, and I’ll be writing here again. Only now I drink the cheap-ass tea.

Boundless

Why am I working like a dog at 10:00 PM? Because the love I feel for these two humans is boundless. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do.

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Listen all y’all it’s a sabotage

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I don’t know what’s up with this but I have a tendency to sabotage myself. Not in the little things, either. I’ll let stuff go that I know will cause huge problems. I wonder if other people do this or if it means I have a serious psychological problem. Maybe it’s why so many of my projects fail?

Study Hall

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Could you describe the ruckus, sir?

Yes, I know they’re in detention above, not study hall, but stay with me.

I’m working on a few projects outside of my job. I’ve got Home Work, Board Games Weekly and ideas for other stuff that’s still in the spitball stage. I’ve got goals and hurdles for each, some bigger than others. The cool part of creating side projects is that you’ve got full control over the thing. The trouble is that there’s no one to bounce ideas off of when you get stuck. So, let’s to go Study Hall.

My idea for Study Hall is a way to gather people with outstanding projects that need a little attention. A real-time sounding board comprised of like-minded self-starters who want to discuss their project(s) out loud. If you’re not “stuck” but want to join a conversation with people who are, you’d be welcome to do so.

Interested? Then let’s do it. Leave a comment on this post and I’ll schedule a Google Hangout. Bring your ideas and your experience. Or I’ll tape all your buns together.

Happy 2015

A new year has begun. I’m 28 days late in writing about it, I haven’t left my house in over 48 hours and HOLY SHIT HOW AM I 44?

A few happenings.

I made a podcast and website about tabletop games because that’s a great way to get rich and it’s costing me $60 per month. It’s a labor of love but so is actual labor and some of you know how that feels (ladies).

Recently had an existential crisis when I realized that I’m 11 months from 45 and I don’t yet have the smashing career OR the convertible BMW that compensates for the lack of a smashing career. So I’ve started a gratitude journal to help me focus on the positive. It’ll be public, and you’re free to read it.

This happened.

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I’ve also created a paper journal based on Shawn Blanc’s ill-named “Core Curriculum” idea (oh, the politically-charged hotheads that’ll find me now). I’m using a Hobonichi Techo for the project, which is Japanese for “I spent $34 to have a paper journal shipped literally across the planet even though I could drive to Staples and get one for twelve bucks.” It’s a very efficient language.

I found this in the bathroom:

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My daughter got pointe shoes and I cried because I don’t remember ever seeing her that happy/confident/proud. Those are the moments I wish I could capture, dehydrate, crush into a power and snort on those days when I feel like the Worst Parent Ever.

Finally, I’m writing here again. Not about Apple, because the Internet does not need another middle-aged white guy spouting off about tech.

Welcome, 2015.

No dissing the HoloLens

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I know. I want to make fun of them, too.

They’re basically wearing those wrap-around old people sunglasses while doing a Doug Henning impression. THE WOULD OF ILLUSION, THANK YOU. There was a lot of snark on Twitter today regarding Microsoft’s announcement, but it’s unwarranted. Not because HoloLens is the product we all need, but because it’s a step. We’re still in the birthing suite for what will be awesome tech our great grandkids use.

You want to have private time on a Star Trek holodeck, right? Me too. That means we just endure and respect Glass, HoloLens and all of the steps that lie between here and there.

In other words, you don’t get this…

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…without this:

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Due 2.0

I started using Due when it was released about four years ago, and I’d wager that I’ve used it every day since. Today Due reminds me to take meds, to pick up and drop off the kids, to get the mail and so on. I depend on it, and it has never failed me.

Version 2.0 was recently released for iOS and it’s more beautiful and functional that before. I can’t think of another third-party app that’s been on my home screen for four years. It’s a steal at $4.99 for new users. Existing users can upgrade for free and unlock all of the new features for $2.99.

Yawn, stretch

Huh? Wah?

Oh. Good morning.